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goodbye
things i never said.
i wanted to tell you...
that i was scared. that the whole time, i was scared you'd leave. and then you did. and i realized fear doesn't prevent anything.
i never said...
that your laugh was the best sound. i memorized it without meaning to.
i should have...
answered. i saw the message. i just didn't know what to say that wasn't the truth.
i still remember...
the exact moment i knew. you were just talking. about nothing. and i knew.
i actually...
liked the way you said my name. slightly differently than everyone else. i don't know why. you just did.
the hardest part...
wasn't losing you. it was learning to stop waiting for something to change.
i wrote you a letter...
some nights...
i think about sending that message. the long one. then i think about what you'd do with it. and i don't.
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